I used to think
I was overreacting.
now I realize
it was just a
to an abnormal
i feel so completely unloved. i think about all the many people who’ve been in my life that didn’t give a shit about me and my heart hurts so deeply i just want to explode.
i keep trying to remind myself i have my girlfriend and my mom who care for me. that’s better than nothing right?
in a healthy, close relationship of any kind, when something upsets you, you need to bring it up. as soon as possible, even. cultivate an environment in which you both can talk about things that upset you, with the utmost attention to everyone’s feelings. it’s a really simple thing to do but it’s a thing i’ve been working on for a while and i’m getting actual nice things happening as a result