getting drunk and high on a wednesday night by myself whoops
i get upset and angry at people for telling me i’m shy, intimidating and anti social, but it’s stupid cause it’s all true.
i’ll never make any friends.
i’m sad. someone talk to me please?
i don’t think i’m getting out of bed today.
something has got to change. i can’t last another day in this fucked up life.
why am i even alive anymore.
sometimes i wish i’d never been born.
i don’t want to feel like this anymore.
i just wish it would all end.
i would like to sleep forever and ever.
each night i lie under the covers hoping i won’t wake up.
and curse every morning i have to wake up in this life.