Q:1! (because you're dating someone waaat), 5 (if you're comfortable), 12, 29, and 30
1. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
i am dating this girl i met recently and she’s really cool and awesome so yayyyy
5. A time you thought about ending your own life.
i guess the last major time was over the summer when quinn passed away
12. Bullet your whole day.
i was drunk so i slept over at some random dude’s house, got coffee and lunch with her, came back home, did homework and got dinner with my frands then came home to relax and clean shit
Q:Hey! B, I, N, O, P, U, V
hey hey hey
B. Who was the last person I talked on the phone with:
i talked briefly to my friend taroob today, but the last long conversation was with my biffle jeanette
I. The last time I felt jealous, and why.
i felt jealous today when my friend was telling me about a date she’s going on tomorrow, because #foreveralone
N. If you want to know how I treat my friends.
i think i’m a really caring and devoted friend, to a fault. right now i’m working on changing that though, and channeling more of that energy towards my own recovery.
O. If I like my school.
eh. i love my majors, but i’ve met some really really shitty people at depaul who have hurt me in many ways and my college experience has been incredibly difficult so far. but i do think i’m getting an education i can’t get anywhere else.
P. What kind of music do I like.
i know everyone says this, but i really like everything. esp broadway musical soundtracks and alternative metal because i’m weird.
U. How many texts I send daily.
not as much as I used to, but a fair amount. especially since the person i talk to the most lives in a different city and that’s how we mostly communicate.
V. 3 big dreams
spending six months in northern ireland and six months in south africa after graduation, get my doctorate in the next ten years, and fall madly and passionately in love with someone amazing.
Q:Andrea Gibson is coming to your school in March I AM SO JEALOUS
i know, me and my friend are organizing it, i’m so excited!
Aw. That sounds like it could be awkward. Maybe its designed to make you vulnerable? So you open up to your classmates more?
yeah i think that’s what she’s trying to get us to do. i’m just afraid of looking stupid in front of people i don’t know.
Q:Hi! Happy last day of 2012! 1, 6, 8, 18, 19, 27, 35!
1. What did you do in 2012 that you’d never done before?
ahhh a lot of things….lived in my first apartment, had my first kiss, went to new places, smoked weed for the first time…the list goes on and on
6. What would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012?
a partner and a better support system
8. already answered!
18. already answered!
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
i wish i’d done less crying and less wasting time with shitty people
27. What did you want and not get?
to be with a certain someone.
35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012.
i learned that i deserve to put myself first and do whatever it takes to make me happy.
Q:hiya! 2, 3, 6, 12, 17
2. A picture of me.
3. Why I love my best friend.
shes spontaneous and friendly and fun to be around. she reminds me of who i am and why i am here. shes everything i wish i could be. she has helped to keep me alive.
6. Favorite band.
it’s always hard to pick but i love evanescence…don’t judge lol
12. Ideas of a perfect date.
going to a museum or show and getting dinner, then finishing with a movie and coffee at home. walking around the lake. painting together. baking cookies. trips to a used bookstore.
17. A fact about my life.
today i ate 7 cookies in a row, and i am unashamed of this fact.
gardenfulloflavender replied to your post: one of my goals for the new year/winter quarter is…
You go girl! I’m so proud of you for taking such big steps towards recovery! I’m trying to do this too. Let me know if I can help you in any way.
thanks girl! same to you :)
Q:Hi Rachel!!! 1, 4, and 15!
1. The story of my last kiss.
the last person i kissed was a guy i was seeing last year..it was a while ago
4. One of my insecurities.
i’m really insecure about how awkward i am…especially since people love to point it out
15. My ideal next ten years.
ideally i’d be finished with law/grad school and working for a organization for queer youth of color or representing mentally ill patients in court or teaching women and gender studies at a university or one of the many things i want to do with my life, living in california or new york and living happily with someone i love.